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A wise man once said "Love Wins!"...well he was right in the end.

There's not much I can say
To make this go away.
I just sit and watch the rain.
Wonder if I'm okay.
There's blood along the walls,
And dripping from my fingertips.
There's scars along my wrists,
And a blade upon my floor.
Nobody noticed the cuts upon my arms,
The bruising on my hand,
Or the broken pieces of my heart.
They pass me by.
Caring to little to ask me why.
Why put yourself through the pain!
Why harm yourself over trivial things!
But to me nothing is trivial.
Nothing is minimal in stature.
Everything changes something.
A person, an event, a choice.
It all matters to me.
So these scars are to remind me.
Remind me of the cruel world I know.
Of the people who laugh and sneer
In my direction, at my expense!
My pain is their pleasure
And they don't see my heart.


I think I've found a college. I'm thinking U of I Urbana-Champaign. They have a really good architecture department so I hear. And it's not too very far...We'll see. I'll apply in September.

I'm a woman with inititive. If I really want to do something I'm going to do it no matter the consequences. But at the same time I'm shy. I attend Putnam County High School. I'm very interested in Art, Music, and Theatre. A Lovely combination if I don't say. My main love is Art. But music and theatre are a close second.

I've been told I'm enticing. Is it true?

<3Lauren

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